(:

2006-10-21T18:41:00.000+08:00

i refuses to acknowledge when my teacher commented that i am having a bad year .
i should have ownership to how i feel not allow the things occuring in life to decide and conquer my emotions but alls easier said than done.
have in hand, two bouquets of roses from two special someones.
but they can never rid the sadness within.
cried myself to nap.
witnessed mamas tears.
the conflicts arising in the family was overbearing, mama felt it was unnecessary. why neglect when you still have them with you and regret when they are gone.
what significance is there in my birthday.
no one really make no effort to make it special.
friends claimd to be penniless.
family broken in thoughts.
i guess no one really did love me. they are just passing by in life.

2006-10-17T17:31:00.000+08:00

now, i am armed with the answer to the question , i used to be clueless with; how are you?
i am fine but just a girl without any maternal grandparents left and my mother, parentless with their deaths less than a month apart.

i will miss you grandpa, grandma. please go with the lord jesus christ.

2006-09-18T03:00:00.000+08:00

bestie ! yummy kisses for you too. <3

i will visit this blog. its for you to update me bout yourself cause of our lousy timetable that doesnt allow to meet. ):

i miss your after seven phone calls. when i see your house number flashing on my screen. :D

bestie we got a date after your exams !

lovelove.

2006-09-17T16:23:00.000+08:00

oh my.
this is working all over again.
*grabs bestie and fill her up with wet kisses.
haha
but then again, i think no one visit this blog no more.
then again, who wld visit a vegetating blog whose owner abandon it.

all that aside. my life is crumbling somehow, somewhere.
there are redundant alterations i have to adhere to.
till, i clear up the mess my life is being directed to, then i will do some spring cleaning to this blog.
love.

2006-08-06T09:40:00.000+08:00

my heads splitting.
my hearts wrenching.
my visions blurring.
my spirits waning.
the smiles fading.
the worls spinning.
but i still would be waiting for that somebodys coming.

2006-05-30T20:31:00.000+08:00

*daddy says
because the sky is very high.
and hell is very low.
i dont know where to go.

ahh. finally

2006-05-26T02:15:00.000+08:00

bestie(:

you havent been blogging
hmm. anyway please takecare of yourself when i am away yes. we will go tanning after i come back. must okay. i book you. anytime next week. its back to school soon for me when your school holidays start /:
lets meetup before that. hao ma.

imissyou (:
i will update you when i get back okay
-huggstight
muchloves

2006-05-04T19:50:00.000+08:00

the slightest human contact was immediate joy.

2006-05-01T18:35:00.000+08:00

my endearment to you.
it have been close to a year, and i still find myself immensely in love with you.
the intangible love and respect i have for you, only heightens upon and continue so, after your departure.
i have loved you all my life but you were robbed of the time and were made to bid goodbye.
because of you, i learnt to cherish.
your return is all i ever yearn for, previously.
however i want and pray only for you to continue enjoying happy times, now.
you will continue to be my source of motivation.
because of you, every wrong turn is made right.
your physical absence aint gonna change anything, but cause me to only miss you more.

despite all, i love you all the same, still for life has to end, love doesnt.

2006-05-01T07:09:00.000+08:00

its mysterious how love works its way up to cause the flutters and our hearts to skip a beat everytime that special someone is mentioned or appears.

it started off with your acquaintance feelg all the high ovr her voice.
and now, shes the one, you are dating.
what goes round, sure do comes round.

2006-04-19T19:33:00.000+08:00

you are to control the ball. the coach snapped the third time.

when i lose, i lose with pride, but at least, i will give my opponents some fight.

2006-03-25T15:41:00.000+08:00

/xxx. says:
rmb to remind me when your current admirer doesnt admire you anymore
*CHA ; wit is the only wall between you and me. says:
ha
*CHA ; wit is the only wall between you and me. says:
why
/xxx. says:
i wanna be the next =D
/xxx. says:
one at a time, then it wldnt be so stressful for you.

medicine to laughter.

oh well.
dear /xxx.
( i am respectg your decision to stay anon because
/xxx. says:
i'll be stoned by all your admirers.)

i appreciate your existence !

2006-03-18T08:46:00.000+08:00

my gp tutor calls me the bimbo with brain. *spot the oxymoron.
and he goes on to say,in fact, "a walking paradox, in short'

2006-03-15T18:28:00.000+08:00

you dont have to be pretty to be attractive.

oh ya.
lets have 1 minute of silence to commemorate the physical departure of the karang guni man who have served my household for as long as we have lived in this estate.

2006-03-11T10:47:00.000+08:00

my bite is worst than your bark.

go onyx, go onyx. go, go, go onyx.

got rid of.

this is queer. my friendster account keep fluctuating between 500-505 friends.
who are the culprits that delete me and strangers that add me.

2006-03-07T19:20:00.000+08:00

flucys justification of me being lesbian.

1)pretty girls usually go for girls. because they know that they can get the guys whenever they wish to.
thus, leaving only ugly girls for the guys.

2)your standards are so high. no wonder only girls suit you.
because only girls can be perfect but not guys.

2006-03-06T18:54:00.000+08:00

be straight.
be crook.
either.
just be happy.

2006-03-05T15:24:00.000+08:00

Its not how happy you would be if you are attached.
But how happy you want to be and allow yourself to be, when you are single.

i told her.
but i cannot seem to practice what i preachd. HOW?

anything for the gf !
YES. tt shall be just it, for now.

i saw it coming.
i guessed, nothing aint complex with you afterall.
NOW, this gives me a reason to have loved you.

i wanna conquerd having captured moments (by different partners) on the varied bridges in singapore.i wanna conquerd having captured moments (by different partners) on the varied bridges in singapore.i wanna conquerd having captured moments (by different partners) on the varied bridges in singapore.i wanna conquerd having captured moments (by different partners) on the varied bridges in singapore.i wanna conquerd having captured moments (by different partners) on the varied bridges in singapore.

TOOTHSOME. repeat after me.t-o-o-t-h-s-o-m-e
1. Delicious; luscious: a toothsome pie. See Synonyms at delicious.
2. Pleasant; attractive: a toothsome offer.
3. Sexually attractive or exciting.

2006-03-02T20:26:00.000+08:00

random thought: concupiscence in the air.

in life there is no going back
the road lies straight ahead
you can't return along the track to see what has past
you can't undo your past mistakes
even wishing to do so is in vain

but in between all this;
don't forget that you can always try again.

dont give me what i dont want.

2006-03-01T19:04:00.000+08:00

unexpressed feelings NEVER die.

so much for saying so much but doing so little.

2006-02-28T22:20:00.000+08:00

my econs teacher was tryng to inject some humor in his lesson today.
was touchg on patent and copyrights. how pfizer kept its copyrights over viagra.
and the issue was disgressd to such that he commented viagra made a part of the males body move and thus became a source of happiness for aged men.
he sum it up with viagra made all the WOMEN in the world happy.
but how are lesbians, then made happier with viagra? now, someone enlighten me.

2006-02-26T19:06:00.000+08:00

hold you by my breast,
and make love with you.
pat you to sleep
and kiss you goodnight.

2006-02-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

emancipated from the (once) quandary state.

2006-02-25T09:17:00.000+08:00

AH !

riddles to trigger us to think.
(sorry, if there are loopholes here and there.)
man A went to a ball, and drank only the fruit punch.
afterwhich, he went home early to retire.
however, the surprising thing is that everyone else in the ball who drank the fruit punch was admitted into the hospital, excetp man A.
why is it so?

the longest text one can ever receieved, i swear.

there would be days at a go we would meet up well and sms so often. those were the happinest days. but then suddely the messages would stop and the calls would run dry. and at times like these, i always think that it is my fault. that perhaps i stressed you too much and that i scared you away. is at times like these that i think that since you never message or call, that i think you want your space and you want me to leave you alone. i have always thought that i did this in the effort and hope that i could be gentleman enoughto you and make you feel at ease as compared to other guys who would be a constant pest. i do not want to be a pest. and thus, i do not hound you when you seem to want to be left alone when you dont reply. i wonder if sometimes i think so much on your part, so much that i forget to look after myself again, i just really want you to understand that when you seem to retract into the corner, i always think that i am giving you too much pressure and that you want some space. and as such i always respect that. why i always back off at these times is because i respect you. i have said before and i will say again. you are too beautiful to destroy and upset. and this, i think that be going away, you might be happy and i do that becos charlene, i always wentd for your happiness. i always wantd only for your happiness. and i would sacrifice anything for this happiness as lond as you would smile. thus when i back off and disappear, i hurt my ownself. i hurt myself very badly. but i have always though that as long as you can be happy and smile, that i dont mind being sad and paind. but sometimes this pain is more than i can bear. its more than i always though but somehow i always knew that when it came to you, sacrifice is parcel. sacrifice is also part. but yes, you need to study. and yes, i want you to always do well and be best you can be. i think of you all the time. and i write more in my diaries. i always want you happy. but now, all i ask is for you to tell me what to do to make you happy and what i shouldnt do. i really want to know everything in great detail so i fully understand. i am a lil dummy so hope you understand that i really am confused. i am really lookg forward to spending if any, a chance to do something together. i miss you, charlene. and yes, i do and wuill always love you.

cheryl.
sometimes. i really wonder. why is everyone around us, patchg up but never us.
nevertheless, i miss the intimacy we shared.

2006-02-18T10:06:00.000+08:00

i have a swollen right thumb tt bled.

love the unlove.
love me.

when in doubt, ASK.
mslign NOT.
kill the pain.

2006-02-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

Eminem's version
Now hush little baby
don’t you cry
Everythings gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady
I told ya, daddy’s here to hold ya
Through the night
I know mommy’s not here right
now and we don’t know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy,
pretty baby, but I promise,
Mama’s gonna be alright

NOW, aaronns version
now, hush lil baby dont your cry.
everythings gonna be alright.
aarons gonna buy a duck for you.
imma sing for you,
i'll do anything for you to sleep soon.
and if tt love duck dont squeak,
and my singg sucks,
imma buy you a pack of oreo.
then i am going to da topshop,
and get a refund,
and never buy stuff from there anymore.

OKAY ! silly. =D

2006-02-12T09:21:00.000+08:00

hell.
i want love ducks from topshop for valentines !
no other alternatives. *pouts

2006-02-11T16:17:00.000+08:00

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked Sept 21st
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary

cable car; one of the top proposal spots, i read.
but it was the spot where we spent our last day as a couple.
how ironical.

tomorrows yuan xiao jie, or the chinese valentine's day, it presented the perfect excuse for singles to go to anderson bridge, also known as lovers bridge, women to hurl oranges into the river in the hope of landing a good husband. Men did, likewise with apples in hopes of finding a submissive wife.
can i throw apples in for hope to find a gf, instead?

2006-02-11T10:05:00.000+08:00

too much loving scares me. esp when its not mutual.

my right hand is paralysed due to over-spiking and push ups.

2006-02-09T20:09:00.000+08:00

the best time in life, i ruled, are still the ones spent with you, cheryl.

am feeling appreciated.

was told, verbally first to face.
i love you. i always do and will continue to.

but how come it didnt trigger my heart the least bit.

2006-02-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

i looked out of the window again, except that its with a different someone one, this time round.

2006-02-07T17:11:00.000+08:00

you fell in love with me when you first saw me and the love diminishes the moment i open my mouth.
AH ! i dont need you to love me also what , veron.

2006-02-06T20:13:00.000+08:00

to let go, i have.
to get over, i cant.

yuan lai ni she mo do bu xiang yao. (i tried. to type in chinese)

2006-02-05T20:01:00.000+08:00

i miss your smell.

the once violent and horny gf.

2006-02-03T17:59:00.000+08:00

who wanna go kbox and sing forever love with me?

* Forever love Forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后你会是所有幸福的理由 *

2006-02-01T18:07:00.000+08:00

mama: why didnt you invite your MI friends over for cny.
me: but mama, i have no friends in school.
mama: wheres cheryl?

2006-01-31T21:25:00.000+08:00

nevermind about everything else.

2006-01-31T11:32:00.000+08:00

it is not easy dealing with emotional upheaval, but take strength in knowing that this phase is almost over. stay calm, be aware of your feelings and you will emerge from this with a hard won permanent serenity.

i continue to look on, helplessly.

i am one who aint contendd, to be given the maths formula to a math sum, as a solution, but would wanna understand better, the reason behind the application of the formula.

2006-01-24T16:33:00.000+08:00

lonely bus rides, i survive.
independent, i become.
through teary cold nights, i breathe.
my wretched emotional being, i continue to live.

2006-01-24T16:25:00.000+08:00

fill the void in me, my love.
only you can complete the incomplete me.
plaster the broken heart.
embrace and cuddle me tight again.
you were once my guiding light,
but now i lost track of you.
no longer lurking in my presence, are you.

2006-01-23T19:36:00.000+08:00

i used to walk down stirling road with my hands locked in yours.
today, i had to walk, all by myself.

i am sad. i miss you.

you used to be around, where i grab, for a cuddle.

you have been far away, far too long, and its causing my whole being to ebb away.

but despite all, i would give anything and everything but not give you up.

in need for your love.

2006-01-22T19:31:00.000+08:00

that cubicle.

char, if you have to turn lesbian to forget him entirely.
then i have to turn st8?
what logic la, darling.

2006-01-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

i loved you for allowg me to hmph my way through.

~~happy four months, baby !~~

2006-01-18T22:46:00.000+08:00

i just cant stop myself from loving you. i tried.

you were the pillar to my world, baby.

i quote the love that last the most, is the love that was nvr returnd.

compose-d

2006-01-15T07:31:00.000+08:00

prior to the blase attitude,

everything took a toil.

you caused psychedelic hormones in a once dormant body.

lingerg a plethora of memories that protracted the separation of a single entity (US),

an impassioned past.

'i love you (still)' proves a weak ammunition to your 'i want to be single"

an enviable gf i lost.

a debilitating r/s residues an irascible me.

the once imbue love turns lucid.

your kaleidoscope heart, i fail to change.

for amourous feelgs to burgeon, i still awaits.

resplendent wishes persists, to repel the forlorn hopes.

recent treasons, i never permits.

rapaciously, i will fight (to bring you the truth)

with askance, many look upon

for our love will be strong if we, both hold on.

i miss the little finger that used to loiters around. *pouts

2006-01-14T08:58:00.000+08:00

my love still remains.

rumors had it i was flirting with cheryls chairperson, during sle.

flirt
1)a seductive woman who uses her sex appeal to exploit men
in the first place, do i even have any ozzing sex appeal?
2)playful behavior intended to arouse sexual interest
did grabbing your hands to relieve my fears during horror story tellg, even cause your dick to mari kita? (sorry to be crude, but.. )

these rumors better peter out. or rather the demons that are against me, instilled in cheryls body and mind better stop speculating negative thoughts abt this entire issue to her brain !

2006-01-13T19:57:00.000+08:00

i hurt my ass.
fell down during vball today. thank goodness for a big butt, it helped to cushion the fall.

am glad to have exhausted all that i have (monetary sense) , in return for a talk with her.

i never asked for more. only to talk things face to face.

i love you. that, already gave me sufficient reason to wait for you.

2006-01-11T18:23:00.000+08:00

tell me the different definitions of leading on.

2006-01-10T19:32:00.000+08:00

please OPEN your eyes big, the next time you walk .
for fear of stepping on a snail.
picked up a dead snail with smashed shell, on my way to the bus stop from school yesterday.
goodness gracious.
if i havent picked it and allow it to rest in peace, i cant imagine the no of ppl who would be stepping on it, still.

2006-01-10T08:40:00.000+08:00

aye.
cheryl. i just want you to know that i am only a call away, from you being attached all over again and from you needing a someone to rant to.

bestie. thank you for believeg in me that i would stand up again admist the pain and sorrow. i guess, i already did. though many a times, i did look back to see if shes after me. irrevocable feeling that i have for her; i love her still.

agnes. AH ! secret fairy of mine.
can never love you enough. thank you for the random smses and tags. (i do, very much love surprises.)
we will hit sentosa soon. promise promise.

lesson learnt. moving on was never really difficult.
its the decision to make to move on, that really is.
and yes cheryl. i said i will try to be strong. THERE.

alamak.
different people have got various definition of moving on. whats yours?

heres mine, it does not neccesarily implys that you no loves him/her.
it just can be infered as continuing to move or progress; also to go away (to grant your partner and yourself, a break). afterall time marches on.

2006-01-08T20:27:00.000+08:00

chooma deh.
daddy says to mama.

i cant love you enough.

cola pop pop makes me happy.

mini toons is havg an offer; sellg 3 for a dollar.
some generous soul can collect a whole lot of cola pop, for me.
AH !

the more, the merrier.

2006-01-08T08:03:00.000+08:00

mama should just stop asking me what is bothering me.
how am i suppose to explain to her that her daughter is torn, loving a girl who loves her nomore?

i wish i can just stop caring so much, as difficult as it sounds.

the red rose, albeit dry and withered, still lies strong.

2006-01-07T16:17:00.000+08:00

daddy gave a fruitful lecture in the car just now.

true that we should restrain saying things that we dont mean and are hurtful.

chances are, we will regret it.

theres a new addition to the yong family, rainbow; the yellow naped amazon parrot.

will the real charlene please stand up?

yes. i will. ( ha ) =D

i love you still albeit i am going to break free and pull through from the misery state.

for the love of GOD,
the love for my daddy and mama cum family,
the love for chongcheche,
for my friends,
i will cast all sucidal thoughts aside and live on.

what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger.

2006-01-07T09:11:00.000+08:00

i tried to smile. i really did.

OH.
and i managed to upload pictures with no one elses help.
pretty great achievement here.
thank you cheryl.
i used to bug you to do it for me.

2006-01-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

finally, daddy is done with using the computer.

well. just to add on, i would just stand outside your door. whether to open your door, the choice is entirely yours.

like what per said. the balls entirely in your courts.

bestie. please remove our blogs url from my friendster profile for me.
i dont need the publicity that regina have given me.

reply to you dun know me:
there are?
ah !
but i only loves cherylchong.
though i have no idea who loves me or whatsoever.

2006-01-06T19:42:00.000+08:00

first i was told to give her some space to breathe and all.
and was assured that whats wrong, lies with her and not me.
while waitg, i am told that its over.
all because its my fault. i pushed over the limits.

what a major merry go round.

those whos readg, please dont ask me what happend.
because i, myself finds it all incomprehendsible.

i did have my mistake.
but if all could be clarified before the conclusion of "its over', it wldnt even be over.
should have acted rationally. though as hard as it would be, i should have tried harder.
ayo.

just when i finally masterd how to say i love you in tamil, i have no one to say it to.

the christmas decor ball still stands hangg on the hook.

despite all, i love you still.

to all, dont call me.
anything, just leave me a tag or text me.
will get back to you guys as soon as possible.
i guess its time i take a break from everything else, and think as well.

2006-01-04T18:22:00.000+08:00

yes, let the physical hurts take over the emotional hurts.

2006-01-03T19:41:00.000+08:00

i guess i really really do love you afterall.
i never have had my mind so preoccupied, feeling so overwhelmed about wanting to be in your arms again.
and it just never fails to puzzle me as to why are you, in your run away mode, am still always so giving to your friends and never failing to be there for them? mm.

insatiable kisses from you, i long.

i love you.

unleash the violent and horny gf of yours.

the first day of school

2006-01-03T15:55:00.000+08:00

i hate being in a mixed school. really.
its been a year already but i still feel a lil out of place.

ms tee was trying to be funny. she was imparting us skills as to how she mangaed to achieve a free of mc 2005.
and so heres what she said word for word.
you know when i wake up everyday. the first thing i do is to
*she place her finger just beneathe her nose
and continue.
to check if i am breathg.
if i am then theres no reason for me to miss school.
its all in the mind.

goodness. only if everyone have the same mentality as you do ms tee, we wldnt need doctors nomore.

and thank you. you succeedd in makg my face turn red with your i feel so embarrassed for those ppl who talk faster than the principal during a principal talk.

anyway. a really weird, okay, extraordinary and cranky guy invaded MI as its principal.
hes one who shows you his o and a levels certs. not only that, the one who turns up in a track suit for his talk and dons a standard chartered marathon adidias sports top beneathe his jacket, as a testimony that he clocked the run in 2 hours and 10 mins and shows you pictures of himself after the run and during the mini trailaton by osim.

the first day of school aint exactly fun afterall.

chechechong,
maybe we should visit the playground/garden on friday.
or maybe we shall go have a glutton feast.
or maybe..
aye. just keep yourself free on friday la.

melly bestie. i will tell you when we will meet. ((:
many love.

a brand new year

2006-01-01T16:20:00.000+08:00

happy new year to my dear bestie
iloveyou !

hope two thousand six will do us good. keep those wonderful memories we had in two thousand five and lets start this year with a great big smile. we still have each other. a new year with new challenges and new things to learn. plus great memories to add on to our many years of friendship.

thankyou for always being here fer me. i may not say it. but i appreciate every effort you put in to make me feel better in my darkest moments. and i will remember all our times spent together. even if just short meet ups. where we squeezed three hours worth of things we wanna do into an hour. all the last minute decisions for just being random. it all meant much to me.

even with studying in different schools. having different aims and ambitions. i still hope that out friendship will last and continue going on strong.

melissalohkangling
heartsyou
charleneyongsoonli
(:

2005-12-31T10:18:00.000+08:00

One of the stupidest phrases I’ve heard is GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT.

It is so untrue. Nothing will happen unless you do something; however minor and seemingly ineffective your action may be, it will bear some significance TRUST ME. At least, some sort of progress is made rather than wasting your life away. If you don’t get off your butt and do something to get yourself out of the rut you’re in, nothing will mend itself, things can only get worse. Don’t just sit around waiting for a miracle. Chances are it won’t happen. Get up, get going and move on.

This applies to everything I can possibly think of. Correct me if I’m wrong. If the guy who first said that is still alive, I would strangle him to death with my small, bear, cold hands.

(ripped by char's blog)

2005-12-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

our life is too frail to ebb away with our-thinking-with-no-actions mentality.

i always think that our heart is a mighty-er organ than the brain itself. for we can be brain dead and still continue living, but can we ever be alive with a dead heart?
thus support my stand as to why i think that one should follow ones heart and not mind.

i have decided to wait in silence for the real che che to stand up and own me again. shall just watch closely behind her, till that day.
NOW, i release you from the strings i had entangled you with, and give you a free break with no obligation to return.

new year resolution for 2006

to be friends anew with her.

2005-12-30T17:19:00.000+08:00

hi. i am back.
from a fruitless attempt to have my eyebrow threaded.
i felt that i needed some pain to ignite my neurons, and whatever rons that i am still a living creature.
but i changed my mind after seeing a sea of people queueing up patiently at the side of the shop.
i shall just wait for cheryl to visit the shop with me and in the meantime, source for other avenue of pain.

thank you guys, particularly bru for reminding me that i am still the one you dream and long for (and that i do not have to go through the process of waiting for my love,) because i am loved and wanted.
but please understand that i choose to await the return of my love, who happens to be a girl.
thank you for appreciating me though and i will attempt to be happy (to at least, not allow your prayers for me to be happy, to go to waste .

in search for the sprightly me and to break free from the currently reticent me.

2005-12-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

i wanna thank my girlfriend for last night.
everything was awesomely splendid except tt towards the ending of yesterday night, time came to a grinding halt i have to be made single.
it fucking wasnt mutual.
but i HAD to do it.
tts the least i could do for her at least.
and no, we didnt break up due to insufficient injection of love in our r/s.
she claims to love me still. but her mind is just in a mess.
ps. note tt i still call her my gf. i grade tt as a term above bestie. (go find a way to comprehend)

it wasnt till yesterday that i got to witness what shes going through.

and so what goes round really does comes round.
in the early course of our r/s i did initiate to break up.
i never thought i would love a girl this deep, but i was proved wrong after forgoing the chance to part with her due to some deliberation.

as much it hurts as much as the pain of having my eyebrows threaded, i chose to oblige to your requests to BREATHE.

albeit me agreeg to them, please remember i never am restraining you from calling/ texting/ bothering me.

i did afterall enjoy your company to the hilt in spite of it being short term.

i awaits you to put the proverbial duck to water.
( to allow me to return to what/where/who i feel the most comfortable with; and thats with you. )

dont make our break up an irrevocable move, my love.

though all around who would scream in protest and astonishment having learnt tt i am lesbian from this entry of mine, cherylchong, my love is all the while worth this.

i love you, che che.

bestie !

2005-12-16T00:58:00.000+08:00

i know i havent left any entry here in the longest time
no worries ! im back again ! (:
im gonna leave for hongkong in a few hours
too bad bestie aint coming along this time !
fear not i'll shop on your behalf
hope i can bring some nice things back fer you !

in the meantime bestie
please do take really good care of yourself
and be a good girl too yeahs !! (:
i love my bestie loads !
and i will definately miss you !
wait for my return okay ! (:
see you really really soon

2005-12-13T22:26:00.000+08:00

and so a pinky promise is made to mark the closure of my shopping spree till two months later.
so viewers and readers out there. you guys know what to do. attempts to type in invisible ink (i appeal tt you guys are generous enough to sponsor me new clothes from now till the end of feb 2006)
i am now (ever since the end of prelims), the proud owner of 800 over dollars (after the purchase of my nike limited ed jacket)worth of shoes, skirts, t-shirts and whats not.

oh ya. something to clarify about. mel-ly and the rest.
i was not feelg unhappy abt tonights celebration. but rather sad, tt i have learnt and realised my stand in our clique after this celebration.

2005-12-10T16:57:00.000+08:00

NO MORE SHOPPING.

and you know why.

exclusivly for michy

2005-11-30T18:12:00.000+08:00

michy. todays entry is solely dedicatd to you.
one because i want you to know tt i really really do CARE for you
two i can take this chance to check if you are a avid reader of my blog. you better be.

thank you my friend for finally agree-g to come over to my house to play ps 2 together, despite my many fruitless attempts to try to ask you out so tt you will not be behind closed doors and put your memories with her on the treadmill, speed on 7.0.
even went to the extend of givg you a movie treat irregardless of my already scarcely financially enrichd bank account and wallet.

it may be over for you in tt aspect but you still have to live on in other aspects.
she should not be the only source of your life and also the only reason tt you are livg.
imagine how aunt loh wld be feelg to hear tt, girl.
no storm is too big for you to brave. bcause unity is strength. and you know tt i am always united with you in thought and love.
AH !
daddy want me off the computer.
to cut the whole story short, michy, i just wanna do my best bit as your friend.

2005-11-29T14:28:00.000+08:00

i hope, one day u'll realise. says:
that u have to go ask them....
*CHA ; I STRIP YOU ah ! says:
ya hor
*CHA ; I STRIP YOU ah ! says:
must survey survey
i hope, one day u'll realise. says:
if there was training.... i seriously don't mind attending it..
i hope, one day u'll realise. says:
but one person isnt the entire crew
*CHA ; I STRIP YOU ah ! says:
but it adds to a team.
i hope, one day u'll realise. says:
true
*CHA ; I STRIP YOU ah ! says:
everyone else are not cherishg the fact tt they are in the com team and therefore have to sacrifice time and maybe money to fufill their job
i hope, one day u'll realise. says:
very true...
i hope, one day u'll realise. says:
well.. u've gotto tell this to those concerned....
i hope, one day u'll realise. says:
so... how... no training at all eh?
*CHA ; I STRIP YOU ah ! says:
mmhm
*CHA ; I STRIP YOU ah ! says:
once. but only 3 turnd up
i hope, one day u'll realise. says:
omg!
i hope, one day u'll realise. says:
how come like that?
*CHA ; I STRIP YOU ah ! says:
tts the point
*CHA ; I STRIP YOU ah ! says:
i am sharg with you abt
i hope, one day u'll realise. says:
terrible...
i hope, one day u'll realise. says:
hmm...
*CHA ; I STRIP YOU ah ! says:
mmhm
*CHA ; I STRIP YOU ah ! says:
which was why i shared with mr vilu. i cant spell his name
*CHA ; I STRIP YOU ah ! says:
tt skills can be traind but not commitment
i hope, one day u'll realise. says:
very true charlene.... gd words of wisdom...

and so this entire convo started with me askg munirah if guys are more committd creatures than girls? i only inferd so, because i have been seeing the boys in my sch turng up faithfully for their rugby trng but a pathetic 3 out of the team of 10 for vball trng. shame on the vball girls from MIs competitive team.
i bear no personal grudges and only speaks the truth. how treasonous, to be actg as though happily able compromise to attend trngs and then, not turng up when the time comes.

and so the sayg goes, theres a rainbow after every rain. its finally now, the "rainbow season' for the yong residence. THANK YOU GOD. i wish i can like grab hold of GOD and give him the tightest hug and wetest kiss on his cheeks.

(:

2005-11-13T00:33:00.001+08:00

hellos
i see the blog is growing cobwebs
have you been busy lately ?
hope alls well in yer family
though i aint sure whats going on
was really looking forward to meeting you
so was the rest kiies
they were asking me bout you
meet sooon please ? (:

let me report to you what happened
so dont feeel jealous at all
we had sakae sushi fer dinner
didnt have that much cause there wasnt buffet
so we had to budget lar ooops
hmmm hung around bugis fer awhile
yiwei left us earlier
azure wanted to play pool
but we had to wait fer a table
so ended up getting adrink each from 711
then walked to bus stop ta go back home
you didnt miss out that much rightts ?

hmmm meet us up soon yeahhs
maybe fer a short while will just do
meanwhile do takecare yeahhs
hope you and her are going well (:
loveya charly
missyou !!
-hugggs
ohoh update me soon please
i miss talking to you

(:

2005-11-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

2005-11-01T16:38:00.000+08:00

THAT'S CHARLENE IN A FLORAL BINIKI !

anyway, the main update about charlene now, is her current spending habit, she has spent a total about two hundred and sixty dollars on shopping since her promotions. such a high maintance girl, i wonder who will want her tsktsk. now she is trying to sing some funny mutton song.

1) STOP SPENDING SO MUCH MONEY ON SHOPPING, YOU DO NOT HAVE A SWISS BANK ACCOUNT.

2) STOP CURSING NABEI, THAT'S MY FAVOURITE HOKKIEN BADWORD.

3) STOP SINGING THE UNCLE MUTTON SONG, MUTTON IS NOT EVEN DELICIOUS TO START WITH.

2005-10-21T19:07:00.000+08:00

OH ! YES. i am finally and officially a year OLDER now.
firstly. THANK YOU to ALL who remembered. multiple birthday smses and testimonials. AH ! i like.
sorry if i actd in the manner as though birthday smses are to be a one-way traffic thing.
(but it does not mean tt you guys wld stop wishg me nxt yr, and the yr after nxt and so on and so forth right?) HA.

its not too late for those who visitd my blog to continue wishg me. just add a beltaed to the HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! (will do)

2005-10-20T18:08:00.000+08:00

okay.
20th OCT marks the closure of gettg to meet me and my CHILDREN.
the children who puts up their hands to ask if they can drink water, who looks up to the ceiling when i instructd them to look (straight) up, who put their hands up to say tt their mama doesnt allow them to lend others, their eraser when they have dozen of pencils and erasers, who corrects me when i tell them they are sittg for an exam, countdowns to the ending time, askd "teacher, how you know our names",
THERES:
SEAN, the boy who put his hand up to say tt his mama doesnt allow him to lend others, his (many) eraser when he have dozen of pencils and erasers .
LIXUAN, the girl who refuses to at least shade an oval as an answer but insist on leavg blanks (and more blanks).
TIMOTHY, the boy who is always on the bullet train mode when completg the scripts.
ANTON, the boy who, like his evain bottle is ROUND, and can nvr stop fightg with timothy when they have completed the exam (for DAY 1) and who stood in a manner with his bum facg the face of nicholas who sits just behind him
EUGENE, the boy who have his eyes fixed on me since DAY 1. and the one who always sources for attention by being in cahoots with chengjun, the imp behind him, to make me hurt my throat and eyes shoutg and starg at them respectively.
CHARMAINE, the girl who is really innocent. when i gave the instructions for them to put their hands up if they have drop smth and i will attend them bcos they are NOT to pick up the things tt they droppd, on their own. she puts hers up to 'own up" and seek for apology for pickg her eraser which was just next to one of the leg of her chair. HA.
CHUN YEN, the tannd girl who nvr fails to put her hand up for the wrong purpose; to derive ideas and hints from me as to how to go abt attemptg the questions.
DARREN, the cute lil thing who always raises his hand to get me to sharpen his pencils for him.
SIYTH-DI, (pronouced as cindy), the very adorable girl who talk really softly and cannt decide if the papers are hard when i askd her for her feedback.
MELVIN, the boy tt bears close resemblance to PCK with the mole at the side of the face.
AUSTIN, the boy who is very smart lookg and always attempts to bring his test slip to verify the time and question why the paper ends only at 1030 when their test slips showd tt the endg time is 1015.
JAU TONG, the boy who leads the class to the countdown of the paper, and who kept saying 'shut up shut up' to quieten the class down because i threatened to cut short their break time as they were too too noisy.
and many many more.
THESE ARE THE CHIDREN I WLD NVR FORGET.

in short, they exhibits their plain simplicity through their very naive acts. INNOCENCE ! and children can be so ironic.
OH ! and i didnt know tt boys whine too (i thought onli i DO)
have got to rush hence explains the short entry.

booo

2005-10-16T18:37:00.000+08:00

number sixtyfive

i shall be good and update this blog
havent been in here fer awhile
it became yer personal blog
cause usually tags are fer you mah
ans i already have my own blog
i blog in my own one
and dont know what to blog again
ran outta topics lar

yuppyupp
im like msn-ing with you now
hahas

supposed to do my work
and i end up going online
how to get my work done like that
):

bus 106

2005-10-12T16:18:00.000+08:00

many a times, i realised that we have taken multiple things in life, for granted, said countless words but failed to take into consideration if we injected the meaning of those words with it or its just, all but empty talk. have you pause and question yourself for all the times you said i love you and i miss you etc, how many times do you really mean it.

random

2005-10-12T08:29:00.000+08:00

(KAO ! mel-ly you dont update agn. lunch on you on friday.)

i begin to wonder that, admist all the catastrophes that have been on a spate since calamity sept 11 started the ball rolling, is there a hidden message GOD is leaving us to comprehend? (taking into account the noah the ark episode)
are we to be anticipating our turn and be ready to meet our master or are we to carry on, the jolly enjoyment of what life, or rather the WORLD brings for us?
for we do not know what tomorrow have in store for us.

2005-10-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

BAH !
my chinese passage left me puzzled, on the verge of pulling out my hair to find ans to the questions, but i smehow figured and can try to make sense out of what the passage is putting across. (when you try hard, no matter how alienated it may seem to be, it will look slightly a lil comprehensible.)
i have to admit it that chinese words do have significant meanings in them. as much as i am struggling to learn chinese the right way, i am begining to learn o like them.
ayo. i am drifting from what i wanna bring across.
i guess i have to agree on what the author was commenting about how we should all learn to live in the present and dwell in the past nomore.
when we claim that one is not forgivable, we are only denying ourselves a chance to move on and to focus in the present. instead, we are allowing ourselves to still be living in the past, holding on to the hurt tt particular person has caused us.
HENCE, with all of that, i have made the decision to MOVE ON. i seek forgiveness to all tt i have wrongly or mindlessly offended and strike off all the names from my HATE list. *charlenes pen starts rollg

oh ya. JOSEPHINE. heres for you. since my friendster aint workng. date-o-meter says 1 week and 4 days to CHARLENES birthday. and let me include tt i am thankful tt we are on the path where we used to be, hand in hand, pulling each other through the ups and downs. they say, life is nver a bed of rose. but i rebut and say let me prove them all wrong. because, with you (JOSEPHINE)my life can be a bed of rose. no more acting like i am some alien in school PLEASE ! oh ya. we owe each other a date out still, remember?
mmm. and YES, we are ATTRACTIVE ! (anyone who begs to differ, can cme tag our blog and pose ur view)

two is better than one, for if one fall, one is able to pull the other up.

MEL-LY. friday ah !

thankyou

2005-09-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

im kinda speechless as to what i should blog
dont know what to blog about also

never been this sick in the longest time
and it feels terrible please
headaches fever cough flu everything
im energy-less already
like some half dead walking corpse
sounds wrong ?

anyways
theres aint a need to apologise
cause you are already so busy
dont hafta worry bout me
im still here
prolly catch up soon when you're free

do takecare
and study hard fer yer promos
all the best !

hot property of MI (char compliment)

2005-09-30T19:02:00.000+08:00

holy cow! i think i screwd my essay. nvr experience havg to hand in an incomplete essay for exam.
was frantically panicky when the invigilator said 15 MINS MORE.
15 mins more to determine my fate.
i wrote as fast as i could but my brain wasnt correspondg with my hands to complete the essay, my ideas didnt flow.
cld have like, just end my essay with "even so i should throw the thought of being paranoid into the wind and..' (fruitless to continue here)
was ubberly adamant abt givg my optimum for paper 2. my one and only hope for GP promo.
history has it tt if we dont pray before attemptg our exam. chances of us experiencg a not exactly smooth sailg time doing the exam is reasonably high. so i paused and dedicate a lil prayer to GOD. ah! and it workd.
my sch clerk is hilarious pls. just as my chinese teacher was givg me extra help with my chinese, she came to us and interruptd with 'ta hen mei hor" and then ask me to sit properly to cover my legs.
how to when there are limitd clotheto my skirt. HA.

was on my way hme, walkg and i saw this bunch of CHILDREN (what mr chan always label us) after their taekwando i reckon. becos i saw this boy holdg on to a red and black belt. is it too late for me to join taekwando just for tt belt, xiao fei?

as i continue walkg. i saw this auntie sittg on the floor, at this far corner on the whole stretch of path yakkg on the phone crygg. just then i thought, wld this happen to me in years to come? to have to resort sittg on the floor of a busy path cryg all by myself with no one cmg to my rescue of voluntary tears. (no no. i aint startg to wallow into self pity or smth)
i walkd up to her, search high and low for tissue paper nd handed a packet to her. (ah! i need new supply of tissue papers i realised.) oh ya. NO. i aint imply tt children(if theres any who chance on my blog) shld talk to strangers. i dont wanna start another hoo-ha on the dos and donts of blogg la.

its not even my birthday and i am already cravg for cakes.

PUBLIC APOLOGY
i deserve a spankg pls.
mel-ly. my apology, no doesnt sound sincere enough, i am deeply sorry if you are feelg neglectd with the absence of me in your life for the past few days. was too caught up with my life catchg up. feelg utterly lost in my lessons all becos i have yet to revise and all all because everyone else, but me have the ans to whatever the teacher shoots.
you know tt despite all, i love you. please take good care and nurse yourself back to pink health.

2005-09-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

internet ( me ) is back again !

i am expected to blog for char, but as usual, she doesn tell me what to blog about, so i am left choiceless but to either blog something that is absolutely irrelevant or to blog something that is very generic.

okay lets see, char's going to have her very exciting promos in the weeks to come. let me provide you with her exam time-table, as well, as to, remind you ( char dear i'm talking about you here ) that your promos are coming very very very, soon, so please please please, start studying.

( THIS friday )
30 sept friday - GP
( NEXT week )
6 oct thursday - MANAGEMENT and ECONS PAPER 3
7 oct friday - ACCOUNTING
( NEXT NEXT week )
10 oct monday - MATHS AO and CHINESE AO
13 oct thrusday - ECONS PAPER 1 and PAPER 2

i will say the following in an unknown language, tein yat lei yao xi gan, aui moi huen tai hei ah. ( decode this ! )

2005-09-24T10:18:00.000+08:00

read the whole of your previous previous entry
i would like to comment
"like WHO else wld give a damn abt me as much as my mama does."
i do give a damn bout you hor
love me too right (:
please do see a doctor okiies
listen to me ah
or else next time no sweets and chocolates fer you
deal ?

2005-09-24T07:17:00.000+08:00

BAH ! coughs (and more coughs) substituted my clock and became my wake-up call for the past mornings.
and mama have to chase me out of the bed to gobble some eek-y tasty cough syrup. (i spot an oxymoron. yes) all because she claims tt it hurts her to see me coughg like this. just then i wonder hard and learn to appreciate the existence of mama. like WHO else wld give a damn abt me as much as my mama does. MAMA, charlene LOVES you !

2005-09-23T19:19:00.000+08:00

this is charlene, ( she is so weird, she scares me )

must highlight to read the complete entry

2005-09-23T18:59:00.000+08:00

the intelligent fishball says:
what over use, tsk no such logic
ms ladybird says:
HA
ms ladybird says:
cant think straight since i turnd crook for you

AH ! an inference cut out of a comprehension of the life of the bug and the fishball.

2005-09-18T15:06:00.000+08:00

259121195 251521 1185 192138 1 1292020125 21225 1144 9 129115 251521 2251825 2251825 132138.

can anyone like, decipher this with the clue abc=123?
well. mel-ly and i did. wo men shi zui jia de pai dang!

ironic

2005-09-17T16:07:00.000+08:00

word fer the day - ironic ?

im supposed ta do my homeowrk
and i sepnt the whole afternoon
editing photos
oh boy

my mum left me home alone
she just said
'i think im going down'
she didnt bring her phone along
alamak where did she go
prolly an hour already

i still cant believe that
mich and eunica went kite flying
whens our turn ehh

vivacious and vicous me

2005-09-17T10:21:00.000+08:00

i want the old friendster back please. i am already computer illiterate and friendster have to change their settgs and all to confuse me further.
oral was a major mess yest.
already have alienated words starg hard, back at me when i was given the passage. i struggled hard to read and stumble on many many words. of which, the examiner actually read out for me. can you sense my death already frm here.
the convo didnt do much justice for me to get a pass either. the use of english to bring my ans across was irressible.

i want more than your soul. beware of my rapicious act, bao bei.

2005-09-15T19:24:00.000+08:00

( char's gf, if you are reading this, scold her for giving her password to other people, but do praise her that she's multi-racial with the photos taken with all races )

( very looking person, your monitor screen might crack )

(charlene here. many thanks to you, my personal uploader cum mentor cum darling cum intelligent fishball. wow. you sure hold alot of positions in my life.
ur grade for the day {me, being ur kindergarten teacher} :A + and 3 *** for you.)

2005-09-13T17:06:00.000+08:00

OH WELL MEL-LY. TT ENTRY WASNT POSTD BY ME. ITS BY THIS INTELLIGENT FISHBALL OF MINE, BY THE NAME OF AARONN CHONG.
i want so much, to RANT. but when i opend my mouth, nth cmes out right.
so i better like, just keep them to myself.

charlotte // the magic is lost. says:
you seem to problem-oriented this yr
(shall get it elaboratd soon)

why save georgie .

2005-09-12T20:00:00.000+08:00

wo yuan yi gai bian
chong xin zai lai yi bian
wo wu fa zhi shi pu tong peng you
gan qing yi na me shen
jiao wo zen me neng fang shou

lets go hongkong together
roam around the streets
and start shopping like crazy

hmmm
nice photos taken
(:

was it just the naughty me
or the moodless me
i had to skip school
on the first day of a new term
and you were wrong
it wasnt fer her
just in my own accord
shall be guai-er now
ohwells

too much i wanna say
but words dont seem ta come out right
isit just me or what

2005-09-11T20:34:00.000+08:00

save georgie ! ( okay this is irrelevant, but i think its very nice to say, you can repeat it after me )

and that's charlene and relatives, oh she has two little cousins, cheryl and ruth yong who can sing really nice songs ! ( you can see them in the first photos )

the past or to the future

2005-09-09T22:16:00.000+08:00

came across this incident today
saw this mini accident whilst on my way to town
this man took out his camera phone and snapped
im figure it was to take a picture as proof
fer what had happened in the collision
and i thought the art of camera phones
not just fer taking self obsessed pictures
or capturing precious moments with special people
but also fer many other useful ways

char-ly thankyou fer a wonderful day as well
gym was superb though i felt we could have done more
as you always say we will have another chance righty
really loved yer company and the lantern thingy
dont think i forgot that you didnt delete that picture
well i guess fer memory sake i shall not force you
ah see im nice to you okiies *smiles
i think the part where i commented bout the candles
were so true please

im still thinking bout what ta type fer yer testimonial
it's superly ubberly chim larh
i'd try i'd try (:

he nvr gave me money before except for hongbaos.

2005-09-09T19:58:00.000+08:00

cool.
uncle, like gave me 10 bucks out of his 60 bucks winngs frm TOTO. so much for on-g the comp and clickg to the singaporepools website for him.
now i am determined to learn more abt computers. then prolly i can like earn more quick bucks by clickg the singaporepools website and directg those die hard gamblers ,who forgot to check their lottery tickets on time, to the correct channel.

dash

2005-09-09T10:23:00.000+08:00

bounced in.
i am a happy girl today or rather yesterday.
(not in a chronoligical order)
1st
mel-ly and mich-y. THANK YOU !
HA. (i didnt try to be dogmatic and insist tt they shld celebrate lantern festival with me, but still out of LOVE, they claimd, they did. )
i still finds it uberly ubberly hilarious.
i cld see you guys grudgingly pei-g wo na teng long, even frm ur back views la.
shall post the phtotos asap.
bought the teng longs frm gek poh shoppg mall and askd for directions to walk to jurong point.
and mel-ly was commentg tt (our candles wld burnt out when we reachd our destination.)
true enough, they did. mine went off first, followd by mich-y and then mel-lys. all just right before we step into jurong point.
HA.
2nd
and so the trip to the gym was a successful one. HA.
opps. and we happily forgot to ask samuel along. whos fault? *everyone points to MEL-LY.
3rd
i learnt tt toy and sweet has got immediate effects to stop a child frm wailg.

mmm. my red-ness finally subsides. lesson learnt. no two piece swim suit when you are in the jacuzzi. only gives you more itches than aid to relax and massage ur body.

cherylchongyenyee(xinyi)//aaronn, i like. she smses me to slp daily.

how's life . actually

2005-09-06T00:37:00.000+08:00

dont fine me cause i dont frequently update
its not that i dont want to
but sometimes when i stare at the page
my mind just goes blank
what are blogs set up for
ta let others know whats been happening
ta let us rant on something we'rs unhappy of
ta let us pen down personal thoughts
or just what is it for
seriously i dont have an idea

frankly speaking
i still dont know what ta say
i dread each and everyday i live for

hows life
its great
HAHA
everyone can say that
and i can too

random

2005-09-05T14:04:00.000+08:00

if only tissue papers can be used to barter trade, i wld be a rich girl.

i have been investg too much in tissue papers (buyg frm those uncles and aunties all along spore) tt i am finally feelg the strain in my wallet.

overpourg tissue papers in the crumpler.

the frequent headaches is only refraing a genuine smile from me, to be tantalizing.
i rather have a fever then have this terrible throbbg pain in my head to cause me more turmoil.

the question thats asked, far too frequently, nvr seems easy to answer.
"hey. hows life?"
i hate that question.
it seems simple to say: GREAT.
but to find to that word, i have to look back on the things that have happend, the path that i have walkd, and the steps that i have taken, memories that i have been tryg to leave behind.
so pls ask hows life-NOT
its like i have run so far, only to be dragged back to the starting line.

sleep deprived

2005-09-04T18:58:00.000+08:00

as much as my eyes wanna shout out in protest due to slp deprivation, i deem tt the sms marathron with you last night was pretty worth it.

as i rummagd through all tt i have in my warerobe, i still have yet to set my mind on what to don to and in the gym tml. SUGGESTIONS SUGGESTIONS.

my smile dried up at the mention of LOVE; a dormant and alien word.

joke of the day
bro pointd at rainbow, to his wife and said "so this is mango ah?'
it have been close to a year tt rainbow joind the YONG residence, together with amigo. and bro can still make mistake abt the names. and this was the second time.

the first was when we first had amigo. eldest bro introduced the parrot to his wife as flamingo and elder bro did so as mango.

only one conclusion can be drawn-> tt guys are insensitve to their surroundgs.

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2005-09-03T11:15:00.000+08:00

you have a deep yen for company of others, but you're not in the mood for light socialising. no. what you are after is the companionship of those you understand and who understand you almost w/o needg to speak.
a summary of how exactly i am feelg.

i dont wanna love nomore, halt, have i even try lovg?

food is to charlene what money is to aaronn.

2005-09-01T15:09:00.000+08:00

post number forty !

hi, char got killed ( 3/4 of her brain actually ) in a unfortunate accidental game of bejeweled. unlike char, who sadly, cannot multi task, i am playing bejeweled and typing this at the same time. okay, char is having cramps and headaches too, finally, my spells are working.

i never understood why char does the *boop *boop thing. it makes her sound like a goldfish in a glass bowl going boopboopboop with bubbles coming out from its mouth. yes, maybe char is like an alien goldfish in disguise. ( ever watch men in black, where the aliens hide in human head, maybe if we rip char's head off, we'd find a goldfish that wears spectacles )

we're gonna f f i i g h t
we're gonna s s c c o r e
we're gonna fight, score, win the day.
onyx onyx all the way !
( the other houses can eat char's toe nails )

p.s char is from onyx too !
p.ss i am her tutor.
p.sss i demand a teacher's day present.