bestie :D
c h a
m e l

i refuses to acknowledge when my teacher commented that i am having a bad year .
i should have ownership to how i feel not allow the things occuring in life to decide and conquer my emotions but alls easier said than done.
have in hand, two bouquets of roses from two special someones.
but they can never rid the sadness within.
cried myself to nap.
witnessed mamas tears.
the conflicts arising in the family was overbearing, mama felt it was unnecessary. why neglect when you still have them with you and regret when they are gone.
what significance is there in my birthday.
no one really make no effort to make it special.
friends claimd to be penniless.
family broken in thoughts.
i guess no one really did love me. they are just passing by in life.

char-ly
lost in the complications of reality
6:41 PM