bestie :D
c h a
m e l

i refuses to acknowledge when my teacher commented that i am having a bad year .
i should have ownership to how i feel not allow the things occuring in life to decide and conquer my emotions but alls easier said than done.
have in hand, two bouquets of roses from two special someones.
but they can never rid the sadness within.
cried myself to nap.
witnessed mamas tears.
the conflicts arising in the family was overbearing, mama felt it was unnecessary. why neglect when you still have them with you and regret when they are gone.
what significance is there in my birthday.
no one really make no effort to make it special.
friends claimd to be penniless.
family broken in thoughts.
i guess no one really did love me. they are just passing by in life.

char-ly
lost in the complications of reality
6:41 PM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

now, i am armed with the answer to the question , i used to be clueless with; how are you?
i am fine but just a girl without any maternal grandparents left and my mother, parentless with their deaths less than a month apart.

i will miss you grandpa, grandma. please go with the lord jesus christ.

char-ly
lost in the complications of reality
5:31 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006

bestie ! yummy kisses for you too. <3

i will visit this blog. its for you to update me bout yourself cause of our lousy timetable that doesnt allow to meet. ):

i miss your after seven phone calls. when i see your house number flashing on my screen. :D

bestie we got a date after your exams !

lovelove.

muthuassilem
lost in the complications of reality
3:00 AM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

oh my.
this is working all over again.
*grabs bestie and fill her up with wet kisses.
haha
but then again, i think no one visit this blog no more.
then again, who wld visit a vegetating blog whose owner abandon it.


all that aside. my life is crumbling somehow, somewhere.
there are redundant alterations i have to adhere to.
till, i clear up the mess my life is being directed to, then i will do some spring cleaning to this blog.
love.

char-ly
lost in the complications of reality
4:23 PM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

my heads splitting.
my hearts wrenching.
my visions blurring.
my spirits waning.
the smiles fading.
the worls spinning.
but i still would be waiting for that somebodys coming.

char-ly
lost in the complications of reality
9:40 AM

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

*daddy says
because the sky is very high.
and hell is very low.
i dont know where to go.

char-ly
lost in the complications of reality
8:31 PM

Friday, May 26, 2006

bestie(:

you havent been blogging
hmm. anyway please takecare of yourself when i am away yes. we will go tanning after i come back. must okay. i book you. anytime next week. its back to school soon for me when your school holidays start /:
lets meetup before that. hao ma.

imissyou (:
i will update you when i get back okay
-huggstight
muchloves

muthuassilem
lost in the complications of reality
2:15 AM